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Last time that someone fell in love with me I came to you and talked with you and used my last opportunity, and then I cried to death from the deepest point of my heart

This time you weren’t around but I cried and then you appeared like a ghost when wanted, but there was no opportunity left anymore, since it was used 5 years ago!

I’m sure if I had, you had nothing new, maybe!

 Maybe you’ve told me give him a chance, take your time and everything will be settled

But I even feel the sense behind this words, I feel you tired of repetitive questions, repetitive coming backs, you wouldn’t send me that “happy returns” anymore, cuz it’s not happy and it can’t be

But I already think of your coming back and see myself crying in front of your eyes, I see myself wishing hugging you and you looking at me with shocked eyes

The dream of having you is too big to be real for me

So better for me to be rational and set my love on someone loving me, and enjoy the stability, comfort and security of being loved.

I will nourish the love and it will flourish and one day, maybe I find something bigger, deeper and better of what I felt about you